Yes, I am still alive and well. Thank you all for not forgetting me for I know I have not been updating my blog. I know many of you are dying to know what has happened and how I am doing and I want to thank you all for caring. I really do appreciate it. Now without further ado your favorite American Libyan hopefully is back in full swing.
Anyways I have been super busy with life. I have been finding myself. Learning about myself and getting a feel for what I really want in life. I have to say many of my priorities have changed. My perspective on marriage has changed greatly. Family is getting to be extremely important. My relationship with Allah has changed. I’m closer to Him and I feel a great connection with Allah. I found that duah is something that I can’t live without. The importance on career has dropped somewhat. I have been through so many new experiences. I’m growing up and it feels great. I really feel that I have a life. My own life. A life that I have a say in. I feel like finally people look at me as a woman instead of a little girl. Finally, I found the courage to step up to the plate. Finally, I have the courage to live my life. To have a say in my life. Finally, things are going to change, inshallah in my favor. I learned when you put your trust in Allah, when you really believe and put your heart and soul in it, things come out the way you want it to. Fear is part of everyone’s life but I now tell myself that everything inshallah is going to be okay.
